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Sunday, February 18, 2007

8:54 PM

Well, i've been SO stressed out the past week it's not even funny. I have it in my head that i have to get a 96 UAI or my whole life is just screwed. I don't know how, but somehow, i have to get the idea out of my head. I haven't even got that much work. I seriously don't know what's wrong with me, i use to be carefree about the HSC. I always get through my work, so i don't know what i'm worrying about. I think it's a combination of my dad putting all of these ideas in my head about studying law at uni, convincing me that i'm already in the course, and me looking through the UAC book. Last year, i just took everything as it came, and got through it with relatively good marks - this year, i'm thinking about everything that i have to do during the year and stressing myself out, instead of just focusing on what i have to do now. It's really bad, and is inevitably going to lead to bad marks. Hand me the Blackmores please.


Yesterday i realised that my Extension 1 presentation was due on Thursday, and that i didn't have much time to do it, so i basically did some work on it yesterday, then after hearing how much Phillip did, burnt myself out today by finishing it. I'm not handing a draft to miss though, because, i can't be bothered changing it. I found the assessment extremely hard, and i can only hope for the best. Just read off the palm cards and hope for the best.


I did hit a wall while doing my presentation, when somebody said to me on MSN: 'do you like Britney's new haircut?' I simply thought that she had a nice new haircut - so i was excited to see it. Little did i know, that by new haircut, the person meant that she had shaved her head. I was dumbfounded, i think i went into shock. What's even scarier is that there's a paparazzi video of her after the shaving, saying to the paparazzi: "Who are you?" "I know your face". There's some scary shit right there. Who cares about the new album now, i just hope she makes it through the year.


I saw Epic Movie with Phillip today, i knew it would be bad even before i saw it. But, i thought that i needed some nonsensical, vulgar humour in my day. After an hour i was over it, just wanted to leave.


Not only am i stressing about the study i'm meant to be doing, every time i try to do an assignment on the computer the TV is always on or somebody tries to talk to me. And, say i wanted to do some homework or study in my room at about 9:30pm, my Grandma would already be in bed. It's really starting to annoy me. I just can't wait until Aunty Ngaire goes to New Zealand.


And that's not even the end of it. My Grandma stopped taking her nerve pills, and is consquently very sick. Apparently, she was sick of relying on pills, so stopped taking them - silly lady. But it's okay, my mum gave her a talk, and she's promised to keep taking them. So, she's depressed, and it's making everybody depressed.


And to think, last week i was worrying because i didn't have Windows Vista. And now, i'm worrying that my life is screwed. Oh yeah.


Thanks for reading, this has been very relieving.
 

 

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