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Monday, August 14, 2006

10:05 PM

If today wasn't one of the worst days ever, i don't know what constitutes as a bad day. What i found out yesterday just kept swirling around in my head, i couldn't even concentrate, it was like it was the black plague and i was the unsuspecting English people who didn't know what hit them. And today, with further developments, tomorrow doesn't seem to be too crash hot either. I feel like i can't talk to my friends because they're just going to laugh at me and think i'm an idiot, which i know Tommy is probably doing behind my back. I never knew something like this could affect me this much, but turns out it can. I guess i'll just have to deal with it and hope to get over it soon.


Tommy asked me an interesting question yesterday, whether i just want to meet guys to have sex with them. After i said yes i had a think about it, and i came to the conclusion that i would wait until i meet someone that i love to have sex, but would fool around before finding that if the opportunity presented itself. And by fooling around i don't mean sex. And even after that i started to wonder what it would be like, and it so obviously would not be like in the movies, especially for your first time, you wouldn't know what the hell you were doing.
 

 

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