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Monday, January 16, 2006

1:20 AM

Typing my last entry, i think, really helped me get over missing my mum. Although, i am still extremely scared about going back to school, but i know everyone has that problem, whereas not having any parents (theoretically) and having money issues isn't on everybody's worry list. The money issues i know can be resolved if i get a job, but to tell the truth, i've given up, the holidays are nearly over and i don't know whether i'd be comfortable juggling year 11 with a job. There are a couple of places i want to apply to, but i am going to wait until school starts to come to the conclusion of whether i think i could handle a job while in year 11, as i have no idea how much the work load will be, if it's anything like year 10, then it'll be easy, but i'm not so sure it will be. My piano lessons are expensive, but now that i've chosen music for an elective, it's necessary, my teacher is also asking parents to pay a term in advance, and i don't know if my grandma can afford to dish out that much money at once, and frankly, i'm scared to tell her, although my teacher did say we could work something out, as he knows my circumstances. Earlier tonight, my grandma also said that she was going to start giving me pocket money again next week, as the last time i got pocket money was months ago when i got my ipod, now i've finally 'paid' that off. To tell the truth, i had no idea she was going to start it again, she says that she rather give me pocket money so i can get into the habit of saving, and i can see her point. Lindsay's new single came out today and i couldn't care less, i think i have other things on my mind, but now i know that i'll have some money when her album comes out (pocket money). Last night i couldn't sleep and i didn't get to sleep untl 5am, hope it goes better tonight.
 

 

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