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Friday, January 27, 2006

10:23 PM

Today i saw Brokeback Mountain, it was alright, it wasn't as good as i expected though. It was a bit weird, obviously not because of the gay thing, but they don't even seem to really love each other, well they never said it in the movie anyway. Not to mention i couldn't even understand half of the dialogue due to the strong accents, Anne Hathaway's hair managed to keep me entertained however. This colour is for Tommy. Like, when Jack died, Heath's character (sif i know how to spell his name) acted as though he didn't even care, and the fact that he wasn't even there when he died doesn't even make it that sad. Overall i'd give it 8/10. I think it's insanely stupid that the movie is only showing at about three Hoyts cinemas, Phillip and I had to go the city to see it.

School is so close, i'm starting to get nervous. I went to collect my text books on Wednesday, the lady at the office said the teachers will tell us what [exercise] books we need to get on the first day, but i mean, it's not like anybody else asked, so they'll just turn up with books, everyone i've asked has already bought their books so i think it'll be stupid if i turn up without any, so tomorrow i'm going out to my exercise books, roughly one for each subject i think, i'll just buy more as i need them. Then i have the gruesome task of covering my books, i'm finding it very hard to find clear contact, and i sure as hell don't want some fancy covering with a pattern on it, i'm not in primary school (aka year 8 & 9). I got my stationery the other day, it cost $30 all up, only because i got all the brand stuff lol. I kept a pen from last year so i knew which ones i wanted. I don't know whether i want to cover my text books yet, if i do, i'm going to have to buy like 100 rolls of covering, oh joy.
 

 

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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

7:29 PM

I saw Memoirs of a Geisha today, with Danniel & Carlos, i invited Tommy, but he was working, surprise surprise. The movie was good at the beginning but the repetitive storyline got boring towards the end. Overall, i'd give it 8/10. Stu told me i wouldn't understand cos i haven't read the book, obviously he's an idiot. After the movie, both Carlos and Danniel came back to my house to play Monopoly, Danniel won the first game and we didn't get to finish the second one, God knows how Danniel won. All Carlos did while we were at the movies was bitch about Alex, so who knows what kind of secret romance is going on there.

Tomorrow is text book collection, just seeing school is going to make me nervous, and then later in the day is piano, which i still haven't really practised for. I'll be glad when tomorrow's over. I'm extremely excited about seeing Brokeback Mountain, which hopefully i'll be seeing on Friday ^^
 

 

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

10:58 PM

School is getting nearer and nearer, i don't even wanna think about it. School still doesn't seem so bad though, compared to KFC. I asked Phillip if i could go to his house tomorrow to watch a movie, he said he'd call if something was happening, and he hasn't, so obviously nothing is happening (unless he calls in the morning, which is likely for Phillip). I'm just sick of being bored. At first, the boredom was good, like, i was sick of school, now i'm sick of just sitting around doing nothing. These are the longest holidays i've ever had, and they're starting to get boring. It seems like Xmas was ages ago. And it feels like months since i was sitting here typing about how i was so excited that my mum was coming home for Xmas. Piano starts again on Wednesday, same day as text book collection, haven't even thought about practising yet, it's been so long. I'm still waiting to buy my exercise books etc. for school to see if we get a list that tells us what to buy, as we usually do. I'm speculating that we don't get a list this year, as it would've come by now. Brokeback Mountain comes out on Thursday, so that's something to look forward to, as i've been waiting for it for months. Underworld Evolution was an alright movie, better than the first (even thought i haven't seen it since the beginning of 2004, what i can remember of it, i remember it being crap). I'd give it a 7/10.

Yesterday, i spent at least seven hours downloading a DVD quality version of The Grudge, after watching it again, i've realised that it is in fact a good movie, and kept me entertained, even though i've seen it before. The first time i saw it, i was watching a shit quality version, so i couldn't really see much. The second time i only saw a bit of it, as i was watching a burnt copy with Phillip and he got bored and turned it off. I got bored as well, seeing as i had just seen it the week before, i think. I'd give the movie 9/10. Can't wait for the sequel this year.

Chatting on MSN, watching DVDs and playing Xbox does actually get boring after 2 months.
 

 

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Thursday, January 19, 2006

10:10 PM

I think i'm finally over my mum not being here, now just school to 'look forward' to. Today i went to the video shop to get Underworld (since i'm seeing the sequel tomorrow at the cinema), but they only had one copy and someone had it out, pfft, i could've walked to the video shop over at the shopping centre but couldn't be stuffed. So i was going to get The Grudge, since i'm going through a Sarah Michelle Gellar phase at the moment, i saw Bridget Jones: The Edge Of Reason but decided not to get it, i took The Grudge to the counter but then decided it was stupid since i had already seen it and hadn't seen the Bridget Jones sequel, so i got that instead. I had watched the first one on tv the other night, and i knew my grandma wanted to see it too. The movie was so fucking hilarious and definetely better than the first, i'd give the first one 6/10 and the sequel 9/10. I actually think Renee Zellwegger looks better with fat than she does without, but she obviously doesn't agree with me.

When i woke up this morning, my grandma wasn't home, so i just assumed she was at St Vincent. De Paul, seeing as Thursdays is the day to go, so i was thinking she was all better, since she's been sick for a while now. Then, around twenty minutes later, i was in the lounge, naked, looking through the unironed washing for something to wear, i heard the screen door, quickly grabbed some clothes and ran into my room, thank God she didn't see me. She said she was at the doctors, apparently. Then, one of our neighbours came to see her, they went on the balcony and started talking, i think my grandma thought i was listening to my iPod, and told the neighbour that she had a panic attack in the morning while i was in bed, apparently she rang Yvonne, who wasn't home, went to the neighbour's house (the one she's talking to), who also wasn't home, and rang her other friend, who wasn't home. But it's ok, cos it's her own fault, she took sleeping pills, and then took nerve pills, which the doctor told her not to do, they clashed and she had a panic attack. God knows why she didn't tell me, and God knows why she didn't wake me up, see what you can learn from eavesdropping.

I also saw The Producers yesterday, it's idiotic to say the least, i didn't think the whole thing would be all singing and dancing and i got fucking bored, i was glad when it was over, even Uma couldn't stop me from being bored. The jokes weren't even funny and the gays were just overacted, i thought. 2/10.

On Tuesday, i saw Fun With Dick & Jane, it's not really that funny and didn't have a strong storyline, but it was amusing and entertaining. 7/10.
 

 

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Monday, January 16, 2006

1:20 AM

Typing my last entry, i think, really helped me get over missing my mum. Although, i am still extremely scared about going back to school, but i know everyone has that problem, whereas not having any parents (theoretically) and having money issues isn't on everybody's worry list. The money issues i know can be resolved if i get a job, but to tell the truth, i've given up, the holidays are nearly over and i don't know whether i'd be comfortable juggling year 11 with a job. There are a couple of places i want to apply to, but i am going to wait until school starts to come to the conclusion of whether i think i could handle a job while in year 11, as i have no idea how much the work load will be, if it's anything like year 10, then it'll be easy, but i'm not so sure it will be. My piano lessons are expensive, but now that i've chosen music for an elective, it's necessary, my teacher is also asking parents to pay a term in advance, and i don't know if my grandma can afford to dish out that much money at once, and frankly, i'm scared to tell her, although my teacher did say we could work something out, as he knows my circumstances. Earlier tonight, my grandma also said that she was going to start giving me pocket money again next week, as the last time i got pocket money was months ago when i got my ipod, now i've finally 'paid' that off. To tell the truth, i had no idea she was going to start it again, she says that she rather give me pocket money so i can get into the habit of saving, and i can see her point. Lindsay's new single came out today and i couldn't care less, i think i have other things on my mind, but now i know that i'll have some money when her album comes out (pocket money). Last night i couldn't sleep and i didn't get to sleep untl 5am, hope it goes better tonight.
 

 

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Friday, January 13, 2006

11:51 PM

Well, these holidays have turned out shiet. I'm incredibly lonely, Aunty Ngaire is in New Zealand (even though she just sits there, she makes a huge difference), my Grandma's sick and usually in her room, and when she's not sick she goes out like every day. So it's always just me, watching tv, on the computer, playing Xbox. In some ways i want to go back to school, it would take my mind off missing my mum. I'd thought i'd be over the whole missing my mum thing now, but i'm not, i don't think i'll even be over it when school starts, i've seen her for like three weeks in the past year, i pretend like i don't care but i do. It was so fun when she was here, and now it's just depressing. It's surprising that i miss her more now than i did before she came, it's like i had something and now it's been taken away from me. I don't know why i miss her so much now, i didn't miss her when she went back to Malaysia last February, i guess cos when she was here that time we didn't actually do anything fun because i was at school. When it boils down to it, i imagine that it would've been a whole lot better if she didn't come in the first place. Every night when i go to bed, i just wonder why my mum can't just stay here and why she met those people in Malaysia, i keep thinking how life would be if she had never met them and was here all the time. Would i still be living at Gardeners Rd with my own room and a double bed? Would we have money problems like we do now? I can never remember worrying about money when it was just me and my mum, and now suddenly, i've started to. I still feel guilty for quitting KFC, but i've put that behind me. Now i'm trying to look for another job, at least it would take my mind off things, and that's what i need right now. I wanna go see a movie or something, just go out somewhere to cheer me up, but someone *cough* Phillip *cough* never checks his mobile, or he just doesn't wanna reply to me.

I know i usually only post what i do and where i go, on here, and i never really say what i'm feeling, but this has been bottled up inside of me for a long time and i had to let it out, even if nobody reads it, just typing it all makes me feel a bit better.
 

 

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Friday, January 06, 2006

10:53 PM

Rumour Has It, which i saw yesterday was by far one of the funniest movies i've seen ever, Jennifer was amazing and Kevin Costner was fug as hell but it was still heaps good <333 Today i saw Just Like Heaven, which was also better than i expected, not as good as Rumour Has It though. Both way better than Family Stone. Now i just want to see The Producers, Chicken Little and Brokeback Mountain before the holidays are over. Brokeback Mountain in particular. If Alice doesn't go, Phillip will, if Phillip doesn't, 'red_sox' will from the Lee forum but ew sif. Alias Season 4 comes out on Wednesday but i don't have any money for it, i still remember begging my Grandma for Alias Season 3 last year, but this year i know we're low on money so i'm not even going to bother. It also annoys me that i haven't got Buffy Season 2 Part 2 and that i have Buffy Season 6 on video and not DVD. It also annoys me that i have Charmed Season 1 but not Season 2, 3 an d 4. Not to mention The OC Season 2. Having one season and not the other just pisses me off more than you can imagine. Hopefully all of these 'problems' will be resolved when i start getting the student allowance or when i finally get a job (that i like). I think i am going next week to put an application in at The Reject Shop. Today my Grandma brought me home 'Music' single by Madonna and 'Me Against The Music' CD 1 single home from St Vincent De Paul <33 She also brought me some random CD with some songs on like Guy Sebastian and Paulini, i like the Guy song 'Oh Oh' lol, just never got round to downloading it, now i have it <3
 

 

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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

5:31 PM

Today i went to Phillip's house to watch The Family Stone, the first 40 mins were pretty good and i was very interested. Then came the second 40 mins and it got boring and more boring and then at the end it just got shit. I did get some CDs off Phillip though, which is good. His sister's friends were there though and they are so fucking annoying, but other that it was a pretty fun day. Tomorrow, me, Phillip and Alice are sposed to go see Rumour Has It, but like Phillip doesn't want to go to the 2:45pm session at George Street, and Alice won't go to the 12:30pm one so i don't know. I was just going to go to Easties with Phillip, but it's only on at 2:45pm there so we might as well just go to the city with Alice. I already told Alice i'm coming lol so dunno whether Phillip's coming. I bet he tries to make me go to the 10:30 session at Easties, psh, dream on. Rumour Has It doesn't even look that good, but Jennifer Aniston <333
 

 

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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

8:19 PM

Today and yesterday i did nothing, unless you count watching the Simple Life for 8 hours straight something. Tomorrow i'm going to Phillip's to watch The Family Stone, cos Tommy says it's good, on Thursday i'm going with Alice and Phillip to see Rumor Has It and on Friday i'm going to see Just Like Heaven with Phillip, his sister and her friend. So many days with Phillip lol. Today i got bored and made a new banner, since everyone hated the last one, i like this one, and so do other people so i'll probably keep it til i get a new layout. Wow, there's really nothing else to say =/ Oh yeah, go to Josh's Blog
 

 

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Sunday, January 01, 2006

7:12 PM

Well i just came back from the airport, where i said goodbye to my mum. I'm upset now but i'll get over it i think, what's scarier is the thought of going back to school. Still a month to enjoy my freedom lol. Something very interesting is Kevin Federline's song, i think it's good. Apparently a new Britney album is coming out in March, not really new apparently, just full of unreleased songs. Psh, so over Jive bringing out this crap, i want a new studio album, it's been nearly 3 years. Last night i went to Yvonne's house for New Year's Eve, she says she is thinking about leaving Raj =/ Simple Life marathon is on Fox 8 tomorrow yay. My mum also told me that when you turn 16, you get a student allowance from Centrelink. And the amount you receive is determined by how much your parents earn, since my Grandma is only on the pension, she says she thinks i'll get a lot, and Josh says he gets $200 a week, so like i don't see why i need to get a job if i get that allowance, sure as hell more than i would've got if i worked at KFC, that's for sure. If you get a job, your allowance actually goes down, so =/
 

 

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